Sometimes i feel like I don't deserve any happiness. When I'm sad i feel like why only me? And when I'm happy i feel like i shouldn't be happy. I don't feel great about this. I know I've weaknesses and i need to work my ass off to make them disappear but I don't know the way. I'm scared, scared to getting out of my comfort zone. I don't know whom to talk, whom to tell anything. I just don't feel right. I get scared, i start to cry easily. I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe I'm not as strong as my parents are. Maybe I'm fragile but sometimes i think I'm just a human being, who deserves to be loved. I've so many questions but I'm scared to ask them loudly. I have OCD but I'm too scared to share them. I want to work my ass off but I don't have the energy to do that.